Chapter 875: Ye Bai, This Is My Own Choice
asking, "Then what can you do for me by staying by my side Can you bleed for me like Zi Mei Mingzhu, I need people like that around me, not little ghosts who only cry."She murmured, "Do you like her""...But Lu You refused.
She turned her face to him and said, "Ye Bai, I'm not in the mood!"
Actually, she wanted to say more. For instance, their life might be less exciting than before. She might not always want to do things just because he wants her to. Maybe she couldn't give him the life he desired. She even thought about asking him to reconsider their relationship!
Yè Bái covered her lips: “Don’t even think about it!”
Lu You's eyes were moist, she recalled bits and pieces of the past. Back then, he had made her think, made her choose between him and Zhang Baiyan. Back then, Ye Bai hadn't actually given her a choice.
Ye Bai's palm encircled her nape, gently pushing her forward.
Have her stay close to you.
He pressed his forehead against hers, so close that their breaths mingled. He murmured apologies to her again... Lu You didn't speak, but she didn't refuse his closeness.
They clung to each other like that.
After a long while, a servant knocked on the door and asked about the disposition of some belongings outside. Lu You became flustered; she wanted to come down, but Ye Bai held her waist firmly in place. She could only reply in a hushed voice to the servant outside: "Just leave them in Lu Yuan."
The footsteps of the outside servant faded away.
Lu You lightly punched Ye Bai's shoulder: "We still have things to do, put me down! And don't do that in the daytime from now on, people will laugh at us if they see."
He pressed on: "What about that night!"
Lu You thought carefully for a moment: "You bring Lu Yu in the evening!"
Ye Bai let go of her and smiled, "Alright! I obey the arrangements made by the child's mother! But whenever you need me, I'm always available!"
Lu You finally counted down, as she packed her things, she whispered: "Don't you think about this all day"
Yè Bái said frankly, "Of course I want to be satisfied!"
Lu You didn't speak anymore. She also felt that he was always holding back like this, which was not good for his mental health... But the topic ended there!
……
The night before they left, Xiao Luhui and Luyu both went to sleep.
Lu You went to see his parents and came back.
As soon as I pushed open the bedroom door, I saw Ye Bai sitting on the sofa in the living room, reading through files. The bedroom was warm, and he was only wearing trousers and a shirt, looking clean and refreshing.
Hearing footsteps, I knew she was back.
Ye Bai didn't raise his eyes: "Did Mom and Dad go to sleep Just before Lu Yu went to sleep, he made a fuss for a while, and was calmed down by our little Lu Hui!"
Lu You took off her coat and snuggled beside him. "Still busy"
Ye Bai looked up, and then he couldn't take his eyes off her.
Lu You's figure was a lot slimmer after giving birth, but she still had plenty of curves! She thought to herself that her son was five months old now, so it was time to stop breastfeeding. There wasn't much nutritional value left anyway.
He whispered, "When will we wean Lu Yu"
His tone was flat, just like an ordinary husband chatting with his wife. Lu You didn't resist his approach either. She leaned lightly against his shoulder, her slender fingers fiddling with the buttons on his shirt, and smiled softly: "Let's eat for another month! The weather has been unstable recently, it's better to eat for a while longer!"
Ye Bai followed her words: "That boy got off cheap!"
He leaned down and kissed her.
When night falls and everyone is asleep, it's easiest to be sentimental. Lu You hadn't felt this way in a long time. When Ye Bai carried her to the next bedroom, she didn't refuse...
Next door is where Ye Bai sleeps, it's not as soft as before.
It's all about masculine things, hard.
She was placed on the bed, Ye Bai very gently pleased her, making her comfortable... In the heat of passion, he pressed against her, his dark eyes fixed intently on her expression: "Lu You, do you feel it!"
Lu You pulled him down and kissed him, not letting him speak.
It's been a long time.
Ye Bai was too excited, later more or less a little out of control, not light or heavy... But he always kept a considerate part, Lu You didn't have any discomfort.
After it was completely over, it was already 2 am.
Four hours straight.
Lu You was so tired that she didn't want to move. She lay on the black pillow and murmured, "Ye Bai, you go and see the children. I'll sleep for a while and get up later!"
Ye Bai put on his pants and shirt, straightening them at the bedside. He then leaned in and kissed her delicate shoulder.
She trembled involuntarily.
Ye Bai spoke softly, "I'll go take a look. You rest well!"
Lu You quickly fell asleep.
Ye Bai arrived over there, Xiao Lu Hui was sleeping soundly, Ye Bai covered her with a blanket... The youngest son, Lu Yu, was restless and started crying. He peed his pants.
Ye Bai gently changed his diaper, afraid to wake up Xiao Luhui. She held him and soothed him for a long time. When she put him back, Xiao Lu met calmly, the chubby little guy sleeping soundly comfortably.
Ye Bai patted his little head and looked at Xiao Luhui again.
He returned to his bedroom.
Lu You had already woken up, sitting up in bed leaning against the headboard, her eyes half-open and soft... Her whole person looked relaxed and soft, probably due to being pampered by the man a few times.
Ye Bai pushed the door open and asked him, "Is Lu Yu awake"
He nodded. “Wet the bed! He’s sleeping peacefully now!”
He saw Lu You begin to dress, so he felt a pang of sympathy and told her to sleep a little longer while he watched the children. But Lu You refused: "Halfway through the night, Lu Yu will want to eat again!"
She got out of bed and went to the bathroom to shower.
Ye Bai followed her, not for any other reason but to help her with the chore and save her some effort... As he washed, a feeling of melancholy washed over him. He remembered when they were together, he had promised to treat her like a child and pamper her forever. But now, looking at Lu You's expression, there was no trace of being spoiled; her face was etched with maturity and understanding.
He felt guilty and whispered that he would make amends to her, treat her well.
Lu You knew he felt guilty.
She shook her head. "Actually, I'm fine! Many people may not be able to do like me, with parents and siblings to help them out. Their lives would be harder. Ye Bai, it's my duty to put my children first. Those are the children I chose to have! If I don't take care of them, who will I can't magnify my own suffering just because it's difficult! Our issues are unrelated to this."
Her tranquil appearance was captivating to Ye Bai.
He was contradictory. On one hand, he liked her the way she was now, on the other hand, he blamed himself for not spoiling her into a little girl. He also felt that he was too greedy in his heart.
Lu You was more open-minded than he thought.
After she stepped out of the bath in her bathrobe, she looked at the night outside and said in a low voice, "Ye Bai, we're not young anymore! Especially you are several years older than me! Since we're together, don't bring up past things again. I don't need you to feel guilty, and I don't want you to be with me because of guilt."
She smiled lightly: "That wouldn't be fair to me, would it"
Yè Bái’s breaths eased, “Then what do you want! Lù Yōu, what is it you desire. Tell me!”n was in pain, he still gently touched his little head.Look at the pearl again.Eye contact, always profound.Though they went their separate ways, there was still a powerful relationship between them,...