Chapter 197 Love Isn't Deep Enough Yet

. 。"Madam, what's wrong" When Song Yi saw Fu Xiaoyao so agitated, she was frightened and quickly comforted her: "Madam, please calm down first, don't move around, be careful not to tear open the woun...Fu Xiaoyao's eyes were a little red, her hand holding the phone trembling, "If... if he really loves me, why would he hurt me so much"

Shao Sian was rendered speechless by her words, and after a long pause, he found his voice again, "Because he himself hasn't realized that he is in love with you, so..."

"I don't want to listen!" Fu Xiaoyao said, her voice choked with sobs. "Even if he doesn't love me, he shouldn't treat me like this. He shouldn't use me and my child to save his former love. I won't forgive him!"

The sacrifice of her child is a grief she can never let go of.

Even though the child's death wasn't caused by Lu Hanchuan's own hands, it was his emphasis on the Qi family and his love for Qi Ya that gave Qi Dongming the courage to attack her and her unborn child.

So even if Lu Hankan wasn't the murderer, he was one of the masterminds, she wouldn't forgive him!

Shao Sini also knew that the child was gone, and he understood how much damage it had caused to Fu Xiaoyao. He also understood her blame towards Lu Hanchuan, but he hoped more that she could walk out of this matter.

Then he sighed and persuaded, "Xiao Yao, I understand you won't forgive Han Chuan. But do you really want to keep this in your heart forever"

"What do you want to say" Fu Xiaoyao wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, her voice a little cold.

Shao Si Nian's expression softened, "I mean, let the past be the past. Keep remembering..."

"Do you want me to forgive Lu Hanchuan Or do you want me to let go of my hatred for the Qi family" Fu Xiaoyao angrily interrupted him.

Shao Siniang propped up her brow, "Xiao Yao, you misunderstood me. I didn't mean to force you to forgive Hanchuan, nor did I want you to let go of your hatred. I just wanted to advise you, let go of what needs to be let go, so that you won't regret it later."

"What am I regretting" Fu Xiaoyao only asked him.

Shao Siniang looked in the direction of the ward, "Of course it's Hanchuan. I just said, Hanchuan loves you. I also said a lot to him to wake him up. After he figures out his feelings for you, he will definitely come looking for you. Don't you go back with him"

"I'm not going back with him. Not to mention whether he truly loves me or not, even if he does, I'm getting a divorce from him. What else would I go back for" Fu Xiaoyao stubbornly stuck out her chin.

Shao Si, young and sharp-eyed, raised an eyebrow. “But are you willing You love Hanchuan. Are you really willing to have no more relationship with him in the future”

Fu Xiaoyao choked and was speechless for a moment.

Of course she was reluctant to let go, but she really couldn't bear to part with it.

If she let go, it meant she forgave him. Forgave him for sheltering the Qi family, forgave him for his coldness towards the children.

So she absolutely couldn't go back, even if she was heartbroken, because she had no right to forgive him for her child.

Thinking of this, Fu Xiaoyao quickly adjusted her expression and became firm. "Shao Si Nian, I'm very strange. At first, it was you who suggested that I leave Lu Hanchuan, and you also supported my divorce. How come now, in your words, both explicitly and implicitly, you hope for me to reunite with Lu Hanchuan"

Shao Si Nian's heart clenched at her question, a twinge of pain, but he put on an indifferent expression and replied: "Because I hope you're happy. Before, you were unilaterally in love with Han Chuan. Seeing him treat you like that, I couldn't bear it, so I supported you leaving him. But now I know he loves you too, and you both are in love, so I hope you'll be together and don't miss out..."

"But do you think, given all that's happened between us and him, we could possibly continue this marriage without any awkwardness" Fu Xiaoyao retorted.

Shao Si Nian fell silent for a few seconds, "I know, but..."

“No buts.” Fu Xiaoyao interrupted him again. “You said he loves me, does that mean he’s truly fallen for me Do you know when he fell for me I fell for him at first sight, but what about him He disliked me for three years, ignored me for three years. In those three years, we only met twice...”

When she said this, her voice trembled slightly. After a pause, she continued, "These two times we've met were our first official encounter and our wedding day. Then, for the next three years, he never came to see me again. I have to look up his news every time in various financial news or magazines!"

"Xiaoyao..." Shao Sian felt a pang of sympathy.

Fu Xiaoyao sniffed and smiled through tears, "So, Si Nian, you're telling me that Lu Hanchuan, who I barely met and hardly spoke to, is in love with me Could it be love at first sight too"

Shao Si Nian was speechless.

To be honest, he was also puzzled as to how Lu Hanchuan fell in love with Fu Xiaoyao.

He fell in love with her because she was different from what he imagined. Having seen too many complicated women in the circle, like her so clean and innocent, and being able to maintain such purity even after entering this circle, was something he had never seen before. So as he got to know her better, he fell deeper and deeper.

But Lu Hanchuan was different. To Lu Hanchuan, Qi Ya was the cleanest one, so the way Lu Hanchuan fell for Fu Xiaoyao was definitely unlike any other. But how exactly he fell, he truly didn't know.

"Sinians, you can't answer, right" Fu Xiaoyao waited for a long time without hearing Shao Sinians' reply, so she spoke first.

Shao Si Nian sighed and conceded defeat, “I’m sorry, Xiaoyao, I…”

"You don't need to apologize, I just don't believe your words about Lu Hanchuan falling in love with me. Even if you say he loves me truly, I wouldn't dare accept his love."

"Why" Shao Sian was a little puzzled, "Isn't this what you've always wanted to achieve"

"Yes, but is this kind of love truly love If he loves me, shouldn't he be the one to distance himself from Qi Ya Shouldn't he protect me and our children"

Fu Xiaoyao clutched the front of her shirt tightly, her voice laced with sorrow as she continued, "But he didn't do any of that. For Qi Ya, he plotted against my bone marrow. Even though he knew what Qi Dongming had done, he still chose to protect Qi Dongming and wouldn't avenge his own child. So Si Nian, tell me, is this love"

If she wasn't certain that she and Lu Hanchuan didn't have a deep grudge against each other.

She even thought Lu Hanzchuan was taking revenge on her.

Shao Si Nian listened to Fu Xiao Yao's heartfelt words, and a sudden wave of self-deprecation surged in his heart, "I took things for granted. I thought that since you loved each other, you should let go of everything and get back together. But now, hearing what you said, I was naive. I'm sorry, Xiao Yao..."

She was right, what Lu Hanchuan did to her wasn't what someone would do to their beloved.

Although Lu Hanchuan's love for her is indeed a fact.

Thus, we can see that Lu Hanchuan's love is not pure, it is mixed with many complex emotions. To put it plainly, his love is not deep enough. If he loved deeply, how could he fail to notice his feelings for someone

“It’s okay.” Fu Xiaoyao gently shook her head. “I know you’re doing this for my own good, but things between me and Lu Hanchuan are too complicated. Maybe separating is the best result. Besides, there’s Qi Ya between us. Even if I and Lu Hanchuan start this marriage again, won’t it hurt Qi Ya”

"You're right." Shao Sini smiled wryly and nodded.

Fu Xiaoyao looked up at the azure sky and took a deep breath, "You should know very well that I'm not suited for a wealthy family. Even if I stay by Lu Hanchuan's side, I would only hold him back."

“Who said you weren’t fit for a wealthy family Have you ever thought, you are the wealthy family” Shao Siniang suddenly said.

Fu Xiaoyao's heart suddenly tightened, and she asked suspiciously, "What do you mean by that"ly. 。Aunt Song reacted and realized she had said something inappropriate. She lightly hit herself on the mouth and apologized, "I'm sorry, Madam. My mouth runs too fast. I didn't mean to..." 。"I know...