Chapter 193: Only His Room
o's little face flushed slightly, and her body moved uncomfortably.As soon as she moved, Lu Hanchuan's other arm reached out from beneath her neck, locking her tightly in his embrace."Don't move!" the...Lu Hanchuan withdrew his gaze, "No!"
Auntie Song sighed, “The mistress still refuses to say. When I asked her, she wouldn't tell me.”
“If she doesn’t say, I’ll always find out!” Lu Hanchuan said lightly.
Aunt Song hurriedly stopped him, "Sir, please don't be impulsive! You should listen to Master. Don't look for your wife for now. Your wife is resentful of you and hasn't recovered from the shadow of losing our child. Let her have some time alone to herself."
"This isn't just about her needing some time alone, she's filing for divorce!" Lu Hanchuan furrowed his brows.
"I know that," Aunt Song shrugged, "but Mr. isn't willing to divorce, is he So just drag it out. Drag it on long enough, and when Mrs. gets anxious, she'll come back to you herself."
Upon hearing this, Lu Hanchuan fell silent.
He suddenly felt there was some truth to what she said.
"Then I'll just drag it on like this" Lu Hanchuan looked at Song Yi.
Aunt Song thought for a moment, "As long as your husband can withstand the pressure from his father-in-law, there won't be any problems. If he can't, you should still consider getting divorced. However, sir, I've always wanted to ask you one question, why are you unwilling to divorce your wife"
Lu Hanchuan pondered for a moment before replying, “I can't explain it, I just feel unwilling to accept it.”
“Not content” Aunt Song looked puzzled. “Why would you feel discontent It’s Mrs. Lin who should be feeling that way, isn’t it”
"Why is it her" Lu Hánchuan narrowed his eyes in displeasure.
Aunt Song chuckled, “Because Madam has always loved you dearly. These past three years, she's been waiting for you day and night. She also knows that you don't care much for her, but she always said that as long as she stays by your side, you’ll eventually see her goodness. But…”
"But what, say it!" Lu Hanchuan ordered.
"Auntie Song sighed, "But Madam doesn't know that you don't like her because you still can't forget Qi Ya in your heart. And I haven't told her about what happened between you and Qi Ya, so Madam has been foolishly waiting for you all this time. After finally waiting for you back, she never expected that the one she waited for together with you would also be Qi Ya."
Lu Hanchuan pressed his temples, "Xiaoya's return to China was very sudden, and I didn't expect her to come back so abruptly."
"Yes, it's because Qi Ya came back. After Madam learned about your past, she was sad for a while. You don't know, every time you went to look for Qi Ya, Madam secretly hid in the room and cried."
Lu Hanchuan pursed his lips, saying nothing.
He doesn't really know that.
He only knew that every time he went to the hospital to visit Xiao Ya, she always acted very generous and let him go. Originally, after he went there, she had cried
Well, that woman wasn't good at much else, but she cried a lot. And she was quite the crybaby. In just these few months, he had seen her cry many times.
"Anything else" Lu Hanchuan asked in a hoarse voice.
Aunt Song looked at him blankly, "What else"
"Is there anything else about her" Lu Hanchuan elaborated this time.
Aunt Song nodded hurriedly, "Yes, yes, yes."
She told him about Fu Xiaoyao's daily life and some little things that had happened.
Lu Hanchuan listened silently. The more he heard, the more he realized how little he actually knew about Fu Xiaoyao.
He thought he knew her well, but now it seems he's only seen the tip of the iceberg.
"Sir, Madam has never felt secure. She's told me several times that she's very concerned about Qi Ya's presence. She always says she's not good enough and in every way, she can't compare to Qi Ya. She's afraid that you might rekindle old feelings with Qi Ya and divorce her." Aunt Song said with sympathy.
Lu Hanchuan's throat was a little dry, "I've always told her that I won't get divorced, nor will I get back together with Xiaoya."
"Yes, you have said these things before, but you still haven't given your wife enough security. You always say these words and then immediately get involved with Qi Ya again. How can your wife not think too much about it Besides, Qi Ya even called your wife and threatened her, asking her to be wise and divorce you."
"Did Xiao Ya say that" Lu Hanchuan's face darkened.
Aunt Song nodded. "Yes, she called specifically to provoke Madam. Madam naturally refused, but after hanging up the phone, she became upset. And sir, your kindness towards Qi Ya is beyond Madam's tolerance. Therefore, Madam has always believed that you will eventually divorce her for Qi Ya."
"Stupid woman." Lu Hanchuan murmured in a low voice.
Doesn't she deserve better than to trust him
Aunt Song glanced at him, “Your wife isn’t stupid, she’s just too deeply in love with you. That’s why she cares so much about these things. It’s also because of her love for you that she has been enduring the resentment and jealousy in her heart all along, wanting to keep this marriage going. But in the end, she still couldn’t hold on…”
"Because I didn't avenge her" Lu Hanchuan slowly drew his hands back on both sides.
“No, Madam, she doesn't care at all whether you fight for her justice.” Auntie Song shook her head.
A trace of surprise flashed in Lu Hanchuan's eyes, "Not"
"Yes, in my wife's eyes, you love Qi Ya so much that even your own child's life is dispensable. This makes my wife completely understand that no matter how long she persists, you won't give her a second glance. If you don't even like your own child, how could you possibly like her" Aunt Song said.
Lu Hanchuan clenched his fist tighter, "I don't dislike that child."
The moment he learned he was going to be a father, he could clearly feel the joy in his heart.
"Oh, what's the use of talking about this now" Aunt Song sighed and spread her hands. "Anyway, in Madam's heart, you simply don't like your children, so you wouldn't fight for them. Because in your heart, they are not as important as Qi Ya, so Madam saw through it and was completely disappointed in you, this is the real reason for her divorce."
Lu Hanchuan lowered his eyes, making it impossible to see the emotions in his eyes, "Aunt Song, do you also think I should agree to a divorce with her"
Aunt Song waved her hand, "Of course I don't hope you two will divorce. But from the wife's position, I have to admit that she is right to want a divorce because I can't see what kind of future you can give her."
Another person thinks that Fu Xiaoyao's divorce from him was the right decision.
Grandpa thought so, and so did Uncle Fu. Even Tang Yi and Aunt Song agreed.
Perhaps, he really should let her go. His rationality also told him that he should sign the divorce agreement readily.
But in his heart, there was always a reluctance that stopped him from thinking about divorce.
"Sir" Aunt Song waved her hand in front of Lu Hanzchuan's face.
Lu Hanchuan came back to his senses, "What's wrong"
"It's nothing, I just saw you spacing out. Are you alright" Aunt Song was a little worried about him.
"It's fine." He waved his hand dismissively and then turned upstairs.
Back in the room, Lu Hankan didn't know what he was thinking. After turning on the light, he shouted into the empty room, "Fu Xiaoyao."
There was no response.
It was only then that Lu Hanchuan realized that Fu Xiaoyao had left, she was gone, and he was all alone.
He closed the bedroom door and walked lightly toward the bed. When he reached it, he stopped and looked at the empty space, a sudden pang of pain shooting through his heart.
He had always seen her figure sitting by the bed waiting for him every time he came in. But this time, she wasn't there. He knew now that she would never be there again. Just thinking about it made his heart feel inexplicably uneasy and empty.
What is wrong with himt channel kept changing, and suddenly he saw Qi Ya. She stopped, put down the remote control, and stared seriously at the TV screen. 。On the screen, Qi Ya seemed to have gone crazy. She was held down...