Chapter 383: Painful Yearning

pect”"If...what if I told you he once saved my life" Qin Luoyan's eyes suddenly dimmed. Don't even mention reputation, even her life, she, Qin Luoyan, could give it up.Li Yunfan certainly didn't expec...However, what was more prevalent was the cold expression Qin Luoyan wore when their initial plan was exposed. 。Qin Luoyan didn't expect to meet Yin Qi here again, the surprise almost made her forget to react. After all, this was Man Country, not Nan Yue. 。But soon, she recovered from her shock. Yin Qi had long since changed from a close friend to a stranger in her eyes. In fact, after he nearly harmed Xiao Yu Jing, he held no position in her heart anymore. 。Someone had secretly helped her by giving her a kind of powder that would cause an all-over rash. She was still wondering who could lend a hand in times of crisis. Deep down, she suspected it might be Fu Zimu, but knowing it was impossible, she couldn't help but hope. 。Although she resisted this contradictory feeling, she was powerless against it. 。But now, when she saw that the person who appeared was Yin Qi, in her heart, she still couldn't help but have a fleeting sense of loss. 。"Young Master Yin, do you still fancy this young lady" Lin Qingfeng nudged Yin Qi with his arm and whispered beside him. 。Yin Qi retracted his gaze, still with an expression of astonishment on his face. He nodded and said, "Hmm" 。" That's good enough for me. " 。"Such a beautiful and well-figured woman, any man would take notice, wouldn't they Lin Qingfeng felt resentment in his heart, but his face remained smiling. He placed his hand on Yin Qi's, turned around, and pulled him away. "I've taken a look at this one. It's still early, and since we haven't seen each other in a while, how about we have a few drinks As for this woman, I, Lin, guarantee to deliver her to your bed completely intact." 。Yin Qi only smiled faintly and didn't speak, just followed him out of the courtyard. He didn't look back or glance at Qin Luo Yan's expression. 。Two old men closed the door again, and the room fell silent once more. Qin Luoyan frowned and slowly sat down behind the square table, but she wasn't worried that anything would really happen at night. 。Since Yin Qi sent people to help her, she would naturally try to save her. It's just... she really didn't want to have any more entanglement with Yin Qi. 。While an elderly maid was delivering dinner, Qin Luoyan took the opportunity to inquire about the girl she had just bought. However, the maid remained tight-lipped and did not reveal any useful information. 。Night gradually deepened. 。After the candle had been changed twice, footsteps finally sounded in the courtyard. A while later, Yin Qi, smelling of alcohol, pushed open the door and walked in. 。He stumbled in, but the moment he saw Qin Luoyan, his body froze. He just stared at her, his eyes filled with intense heat and longing. 。Such a gaze made Qin Luo'yan's heart skip a beat, she couldn't help but take two steps back. She knew Yin Qi was a person who wouldn't stoop to petty actions, but she was also afraid of a man controlled by desire, especially a drunk one. 。She looked at the door behind Yin Qi. The door wasn't locked, and she was thinking about the possibility of escaping from there. 。"Smoke..." Yin Qi's voice was hoarse the moment he spoke. For so many years, because of the obsession in his heart, he had never relaxed his demands on himself, so he never allowed himself to get drunk, let alone in front of someone like Lin Qingfeng... 。But, "wine doesn't intoxicate everyone," he hadn't expected that months later, when he suddenly saw her again, it would have such a profound impact on him. 。Maybe the soul wanted to get drunk and forget everything, so he only had a little bit of alcohol and got completely drunk. 。Yin Qi gave himself a self-deprecating smile, staggering forward. When he reached Qin Luo Yan's face, he reached out and hugged her, completely ignoring Qin Luo Yan's violent struggle. He only cared about his own confession and release, "Luo Yan, don't look at me with that cold eyes anymore, okay Even if you hate me, just don't look at me like a stranger…" "Yin Qi!" Qin Luo Yan pushed against Yin Qi, anger burning even stronger in her heart. "Yin Qi, you're drunk! There's nothing we can't talk about tomorrow!""No! If I don't say something now, looking at your strange eyes tomorrow, I really won't be able to say it..." 。"Yin Qi held her even tighter, his eyes a little dazed. "You know I thought I would spend my entire life consumed by hatred. I never even imagined that I could have a normal life like this. So for all these years, I remained unmarried and childless, rejecting every marriage proposal. I chose to be alone because I knew what I had to do. Success meant conquering thousands of miles of land, but failure meant annihilation. So I didn't want attachments, nor did I want anything to distract me." 。Yin Qi’s words were scattered and gave a feeling of disarray, yet his expression was filled with such profound sadness that people unconsciously pieced together those fragmented pieces to form an image of someone who had borne the weight of revenge since childhood and lived by strict self-discipline. 。But, fate made me meet you 。I won't deny it, at first, I did approach you because of the special relationship between you and Fu Zi Mo. I hoped that one day you could be useful to me. But...the more I got to know you, the more I was drawn to you. Who would have thought that someone with such a beautiful face would also possess such a sharp mind Your thoughts, your gaze, your actions, they all seem different from other women. You appear so fragile, yet you always manage to surprise me with your brilliance. 。“As Yin Qi spoke, he began to laugh, as if a beautiful scene had come to mind.” 。Qin Luoyan couldn't push him away, she could only passively listen to him talk about everything. It was a pity that her heart had already died, and she wouldn't forget everything he had done just because of his words. 。"Smoke... If, if I hadn't taken that step back then, we... could we have" Yin Qi pushed away slightly, meeting her gaze, and looked at her with anticipation. 。Qin Luoyan sneered, "Do you think it's possible When we met, I was already Fu Zimo's woman. How could the Prime Minister want a pair of used shoes" In this ancient world, Yin Qi was a high-ranking official, would he accept it Of course not. 。So when he asked that question, it seemed to Qin Luoyan like self-deception. 。“Yeah, at that time you were already Fu Zi Mo’s woman…” Yin Qi painfully shook his head, seeming to be in great pain. He even gradually shed tears, “If I said I could accept it, I could even accept you and his child…”If you think "Fu Zi Mo Qin Luo Yan" is good, please copy and paste the following URL to share with your QQ, WeChat or Weibo friends, thank you for your support!(：b/23/23838/). After finishing speaking, she gently patted the girl's hand and leaned closer to her ear, whispering softly: "If anything happens, don't worry about me, just find a way to escape by yourself." 。The...